Sunday Somewhat Funday

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I say joy in the smallest sense, I have been without nicotine for a couple days and let me tell you how much of a problem this is. I have a big project I need to map out and really put thought in to, however, without the nicotines (thanks again Macron Mozart de la souffrance) it’s almost impossible to hold a single thought together. Between Friday and this morning things are a blur basically dictated by my body wanting that sweet addictive substance and no funds to actually support it.

Thankfully I was bailed out (and yes meds is the joke, last time he did send money for my cat’s meds and let’s not lie at this point it’s technically medication).

So here I am back with my cognative abilities and very little to do with them, I’m half tempted to start a bit of work but I’m going to be honest there is a conversation going on at the cooperative about self-subjugation and the real need to take some time off. Since I’ve actually been working Monday to Friday (all unpaid because freelance be like that) is honestly more than enough reason to take my thinking power back to myself for the day.

Sure I do have to get a TGTG later this afternoon, so this time is somewhat finite before we move back on to the whole surviving moment by moment (thanks again Macron), so I figured might as well just sit outside with the cats (and smoke more, again the irony of having to start smoking after four years because of a stupid non-thought out health minister diktat is not lost on me) then type away.

I’m not really loving this whole new economy of mega suffering and now because of an oil crisis we all could have seen coming, it’s just going to get worse. That’s an issue for another day, let’s keep that a Monday to Friday vibe.

Other than the usual things, I’ve been wanting to do a little more with my space on the web. It’s kind of hard to really put some of this from vague concepts in to practice, but let me assure you that I am very much staring at a screen picturing amazing things and not knowing where to start. I have fell in to the trap of being like “I could do this thing on a domain” as if I haven’t learned my fucking lession by now, and I kind of did (and so far did nothing with it).

I did a little write up on the secondary domain which I’m thinking of re-integrating back in to the main domains. Still playing around with the backend of things to work out which is best to keep out the bots. Some usual kind of stuff in the modern internet.

These kind of things are, kind of interesting, to keep my brain running and really not have to rely on third party services to keep the website free of trash.

The other kind of news going on is Samy is having a little flare up of his gingivitis so I’ve needed to give him a short routine of the antibacterial gel for his gums. Jarod has basically accepted each morning I will drop a pill down his mouth, however Samy is giving it all his fight to stop me from putting a little glob of this gel under his lips while at the same time spending the rest of his evening enjoying the results. One can not predict the mentality of a cat but here it is.

Anyways, I can’t really think of much else for an update, so this will be the blog post.